男人，哭吧！

i know what you're doing
i see it all to clear
i only taste the saline when i kiss away your tears

i believed in your confusion
you were so completely torn
well it must have been that yesterday was the day that i was born
there's not much to examine
there's nothing left to hide
you really can't be serious if you have to ask me why

we're changing the subject
we're turning away
away from the heart of it all

imagining you care
and i could stand here waiting
a fool for another day
but i don't suppose it's worth the price
the price that i would pay
but i'm thinking it over anyway

you say you are happy
do you think this is fun?

you say this is living
you feel so alive
well you know everything dies

even my wonder
even my fear
only amount to a couple of tears

it don't seem that different cause nothing has changed
i try to remember
when we were just running in place
but even your best ones can put me to sleep
what i am saying or trying to say
is that there must be a better way

it's already in you
it's already there
you may disagree
but i don't really care

tell me all your wildest dreams
you don't really care
you don't know what they mean

leaving me cold thought they're not really mine
did you ever find out
what's at the heart of us?

everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
i used to be so certain and i can't figure out
what is this attraction?
i only feel the pain
there's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
will it ever change?

i don't know

thoughts

"Strange how a single conversation can change you. Or maybe it only seems that way in retrospect. A year passes and you know you feel differently, but you’re not sure what or why or how, so your mind casts back for something that might give that difference shape: a word, a glance, a touch."

-Barack Obama

people change & forgot to tell each other

less than one minute old
i cant believe what God has done
life and love are the same
it could have not been done
without you who conceive the one
thats so very lovely made from love

此刻

雨天

心情

极差

真的
好想家。。。

fly-by!

can't wait for Christmas~!

what makes you feel alive

당신을 사랑합니다

feeling lousy

the dawn is breaking
a light shining through
you're barely waking
and I'm tangled up in you

i'm open, you're closed
where i follow, you'll go
i worry i won't see your face
light up again

even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the doubt that fills my mind
even the stars refuse to shine
out of the back you fall in time
i somehow find you and i collide

i'm quiet you know
you make a first impression
i've found i'm scared to know

don't stop here
i lost my place
i'm close behind

i'm your stalker

have a great trip. cheers!

please tell me why

떠나지 말아요

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머무름

frustration

if i had a shiny gun
i could have a world of fun
speeding bullets through the brains
of the folk who give me pains

or had i some poison gas
i could make the moments pass
bumping off a number of
people whom i do not love

but i have no lethal weapon
thus does FATE our pleasure step on!
so they still are quick and well
who should be
by rights
in
HELL!!!

winter?

running the race
like a mouse in a cage
getting nowhere but i'm trying
forging ahead
but i'm stuck in the bed
that i made so i'm lying

but if you keep real close
if you stay real close
i will reach you

i'm down to a whisper
in a daydream on a hill
shut down to a whisper
can you hear me still

i'm so very tired
i've stopped trying to find
any peace in my mind
because it tangles the wires

the sound tires on my lips
to fade away into forgetting

heartless

i look into your eyes
i want to get to know you
and then you make this noise
and its apparent it's all over

your supposed to care but all you do is take

familiar words for familiar situation between unfamiliar individual with unfamiliar feelings?

有時候覺得
沒什麼不同
有時候想放手
向現實低頭
卻沒有把握
因為還是會　
有想他的一股冲动

choke!

我

车祸了。。。

666

cigarettes & coffee

it's early in the morning
about a quarter till 3
i'm sitting here talking with you
now
and to tell you that
i've been so satisfied
since i met you
all the places that i've been around
and all the good looking boys i've met
they just don't seem to fit in
knowing this particularly sad, yeah
but it seemed so natural
that you and i are here
just talking over cigarettes and drinking coffee
and whole my heart cries out

if you would take things under consideration
and walk down this hour with me
and i would love it
and i'll like to show you, well
i've known nothing but good old joy
since i met you

i would love to have another drink of coffee, now
and please, help me smoke this one more cigarette, now
i don't want no cream and sugar
but just let me enjoy
help me to enjoy
this good time that we'll have

and we don't, we don't want nothing but joy
nothing but joy...

-Otis Redding

reasons

give me a reason to fall in love
take my hand and let's dance
give me a reason to make me smile
cause i think i forgot how

i wanna fall asleep with you tonight
i wanna know that i am safe when you hold me tight
i wanna feel like i wanna feel forever

girls need attention, and boys need us
so let's make everybody glad
that they have each other in each others arms
oh let's make everybody glad

i wanna dream away with you tonight
we can go anywhere you would like

i want you.

why?

you're still captivating even though it's been so long
what went wrong
cause now you march to the beat of different song
i try to understand that we needed space

when did you think to just give up?

当你...

it's amazing how you can speak right through my heart
i could never explain what i hear
what has been said
between your heart
& mine

3am

our conversation got boring
you said you were going to bed soon
i was hoping that i could creep in
&& i would pretend it was the room got colder
&& we move closer together
started talking about the weather
you said tomorrow would be fun
and we could watch a place in the sun

let's just stay
we'll be laughing all the way

let's see how it goes

once in awhile, when it's good

if i have the power...

no, i am not color blind

i know the world is black & white
but i just can't sleep
don't know how else to say it

i wanna get off & go home again

one length away
from fighting life out of my own
i just can't take the speed
i know i can't
but honestly

help me understand