Meerkat

I thank You God for most this amazing
day:for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky;and for everything
which is natural which is infinite which is yes

how should tasting touching hearing seeing
breathing any-lifted from the no
of all nothing-human merely being
doubt unimaginable You?

Nothing just happens, it's all part of a plan

I dont know if we each have a destiny, or if we're all just floating around accidental like on a breeze, but I, I think maybe its both. Maybe both happening at the same time.

Sometimes it would stop raining long enough for the stars to come out. And then it was nice. It was like just before the sun goes to bed down on the bay. There was over a million sparkles on the water. Like that mountain lake. It was so clear. It looks like there were two skies, one on top of the other. And in the desert, when the sun comes up, I couldnt tell where heavens stopped and the earth began. It was so beautiful. And I wish you could have been there with me.

Someone always said to me, I have got to put the past behind me before I can move on. And I think thats what my running was all about. I had run for three years. And when I got here, I figured since I'd gone this far, I might as well just not turn back, keep right on going.

Im not a smart girl, but I know I have a heart. Im just gonna have to figure this out for myself. Life is a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get.

I miss you..
If theres anything you need, I wont be far away

FG

Young and ___________

Love is really nothing but a dream that keeps waking me. For all of my trying, we still end up dying. Tell me where has that taken me? I am just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad, I'll go back on the things I believe. There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.

I'm tired. Yhink I'll just sleep in my clothes on the floor or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours.

How can it be?

I knew I wouldn't forget you

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Jesse McCartney

my beating heart belongs to no one

i sent a picture to you
did it go through?
i walked for miles til i found you
im here to honor you
with every breath that i am worth
so if you dare to second guess
you can rest assured

if i lose everything in the fire
did i ever make it through?

感謝那個日期，身旁的人是你

"And I was so happy at being among my own people that everyone I met seemed kind and good, and glad to see me.
But from the very beginning, I felt there was no one as kind as you; no one who gave me reasons that I understood for doing what at first seemed so hard and—unnecessary."

i miss you baby

this is where i fall

when something begins, you generally have no idea how its going to end.
so, did you say it?
"i love you"
"i don't ever wanna live without you"
"you changed my life"
did you say it?? make a plan, set a goal, work towards it. but every now and then, look around you...
cos..
this is it.

it might all be gone tomorrow.

happy birthday

"Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by another human being. Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light."



i love you.

to the bone

lying to you is a river of sin
your metaphores, your silent calls
your feelings are too real
let them spew, a fall from grace
would do us good today
we're late, but not in the same way
your eyes have too many colours and I can only try
your energy could be running low
now the juice is dry
images we cannot leave behind
like two riversides we roll back
with your love you had today

-Live

whisper of the dawn

the soulful morning smile
is a treasure of the mind
and heart alike

the morning light
feeds our hearts

and if your nature
to be happy
you will swim away along the soft trails
for hours, your imagination
alighting everywhere

and if your spirit
carries within it
the thorn
that is heavier than lead
somewhere deep within you
a beast shouting at the earth
is exactly what it wanted

if it's all you can do
to keep on trudging
whether or not
you have ever dared to be happy
whether or not
you have ever dared to pray

what is the first thing you do in the morning?

thoughts

"Strange how a single conversation can change you. Or maybe it only seems that way in retrospect. A year passes and you know you feel differently, but you’re not sure what or why or how, so your mind casts back for something that might give that difference shape: a word, a glance, a touch."

-Barack Obama

此刻

雨天

心情

极差

真的
好想家。。。

frustration

if i had a shiny gun
i could have a world of fun
speeding bullets through the brains
of the folk who give me pains

or had i some poison gas
i could make the moments pass
bumping off a number of
people whom i do not love

but i have no lethal weapon
thus does FATE our pleasure step on!
so they still are quick and well
who should be
by rights
in
HELL!!!