i miss you

my beating heart belongs to no one

i sent a picture to you
did it go through?
i walked for miles til i found you
im here to honor you
with every breath that i am worth
so if you dare to second guess
you can rest assured

if i lose everything in the fire
did i ever make it through?

this is where i fall

when something begins, you generally have no idea how its going to end.
so, did you say it?
"i love you"
"i don't ever wanna live without you"
"you changed my life"
did you say it?? make a plan, set a goal, work towards it. but every now and then, look around you...
cos..
this is it.

it might all be gone tomorrow.

男人，哭吧！

i know what you're doing
i see it all to clear
i only taste the saline when i kiss away your tears

i believed in your confusion
you were so completely torn
well it must have been that yesterday was the day that i was born
there's not much to examine
there's nothing left to hide
you really can't be serious if you have to ask me why

we're changing the subject
we're turning away
away from the heart of it all

imagining you care
and i could stand here waiting
a fool for another day
but i don't suppose it's worth the price
the price that i would pay
but i'm thinking it over anyway

you say you are happy
do you think this is fun?

you say this is living
you feel so alive
well you know everything dies

even my wonder
even my fear
only amount to a couple of tears

it don't seem that different cause nothing has changed
i try to remember
when we were just running in place
but even your best ones can put me to sleep
what i am saying or trying to say
is that there must be a better way

it's already in you
it's already there
you may disagree
but i don't really care

tell me all your wildest dreams
you don't really care
you don't know what they mean

leaving me cold thought they're not really mine
did you ever find out
what's at the heart of us?

everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
i used to be so certain and i can't figure out
what is this attraction?
i only feel the pain
there's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
will it ever change?

i don't know

feeling lousy

the dawn is breaking
a light shining through
you're barely waking
and I'm tangled up in you

i'm open, you're closed
where i follow, you'll go
i worry i won't see your face
light up again

even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the doubt that fills my mind
even the stars refuse to shine
out of the back you fall in time
i somehow find you and i collide

i'm quiet you know
you make a first impression
i've found i'm scared to know

don't stop here
i lost my place
i'm close behind

heartless

i look into your eyes
i want to get to know you
and then you make this noise
and its apparent it's all over

your supposed to care but all you do is take

drink it down down down

midnight.

before tonight.

gonna
ease
the
pain.

falling for more, drink it down before it's driving me insane

untitled

love grows, they won't be gone.
wind blows
leaves stay
and tree remains.

这是我最后的祝福
谢谢你的结束 冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足 告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度 记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我 幸福
想着手心的感触
想着脸颊的温度
谢谢你那些年 为我付出

我学会了服输