the breaking point, is the starting line? or sign of weakness

别为一时的孤寂
一时的空虚
一时需要关心
或一时什么的
才一时想起我
才一时抱紧我

我不爱一时一时的你
也不当一时一时的自己

我要你无时无刻都把我放在心里
不需要理由地把彼此紧抱在怀里

更别在最感性的时候提醒我
千万不要爱上多时理性的你
too bad我还是个傻瓜
还是个分不清真假的傻瓜

到了最后的自作还是自受
得不到你的心也失去了我们的情

-anonymous

i wonder why

i was full by your count
i was lost but your fool
was a long visit wrong?
say you are the only
so many foreign worlds
so relatively fucked
so ready for us

teased by your blouse
spit out by your mouth
i was loud by your lowered
seminary sold
tear on tail on
take all on the wind on
the soft bloody nose
sign another floor...
the so many territories
ready to reform
don't let it form us

so did he foil is 'own?
is he ready to reform?
so many for us


-Bon Iver

毕竟，没有约定的爱情或友情，有点太单调了。

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，不能独立又不想依赖，挣扎着彷徨着，寻找自己的位置！
而20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候;

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为20多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，
而20多岁的女人却很灿烂,
20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，
而20多岁的女人却是她的大好华年；

20多岁的男人很不知珍惜，
而20多岁的女人最需要被珍惜；

20多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，
而20多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信；

20多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，
而20多岁的女人需要被爱，需要关怀，却要付出呵护付出关怀；

20多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望
而20多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再；

女孩子20岁左右是她最美丽的年华，这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。
男孩子在20多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因为这个女孩是用自
己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！！！

女孩只要陪他走过，女孩会永远幸福下去~~~
当女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，请男孩不要烦恼女孩，因为她们有道理这样，我们没理由烦恼，我们要做的就是很理解很理解，保护好这位天使，等我们到了30岁，正当我们最美丽的时候，也请你不要放开这位曾经的天使！！！ 20多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩.

当他们30多岁的时候,事业有成,成熟稳重.开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,但不再年轻的女人.
有人说男人其实是最专一的.因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话,但也是个事实.有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,一辈子也就有个归宿了.

男人有时好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，

原来洋葱是没有心的.

一首歌,让你带回去

if everything was everything
but everything is over
everything could be everything
if only we were older
and how i lost you
i was feeling low
and you'll never know
but i saw her face
i knew that it was wrong
where everything was everything
but everything is over
everything was everything
but its the last show
everything could be everything
but its time to say goodbye

its no surprise that i got lost

Fusari, Rob
Germanotta, Stefani

ungodly hour

Minolta SRT100b 50mm ; f/8

I'm in love with my own sins

let us live in joy, not hating those who hate us.
among those who hate us, we live free of hate.
let us live in joy,
free from disease among those who are diseased.
among those who are diseased, let us live free of disease.
let us live in joy, free from greed among the greedy.
among those who are greedy, we live free of greed.

though we possess nothing.
let us live feeding on joy, like the bright gods.

victory breeds hate, for the conquered is unhappy.
whoever has given up victory and defeat
is content and lives joyfully.

there is no fire like lust, no misfortune like hate;
there is no pain like this body;
there is no joy higher than peace.

craving is the worst disease;
disharmony is the greatest sorrow.
the one who knows this truly
knows that nirvana is the highest bliss.

health is the greatest gift;
contentment is the greatest wealth;
trusting is the best relationship;
nirvana is the highest joy.

whoever has tasted the sweetness
of solitude and tranquillity
becomes free from fear and sin
while drinking the sweetness of the truth.
the sight of the noble is good;
to live with them is always joyful.

whoever does not see fools will always be happy.
whoever associates with fools suffers a long time.
being with fools, as with an enemy, is always painful.

being with the wise, like meeting with family, is joyful.
therefore, one should follow the wise, the intelligent,
the learned, the patient, the dutiful, the noble;
one should follow the good and wise,
as the moon follows the path of the stars.

- Lord Buddha

my song for you, baby!

your song

omg, so emo neh~

to the bone

lying to you is a river of sin
your metaphores, your silent calls
your feelings are too real
let them spew, a fall from grace
would do us good today
we're late, but not in the same way
your eyes have too many colours and I can only try
your energy could be running low
now the juice is dry
images we cannot leave behind
like two riversides we roll back
with your love you had today

-Live