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It's interesting how in some families there are members of the family that for some reason believe they have a total right to treat you like a turd and in their minds not only are you obligated to take it you are then also required to love them unconditionally. Little do they realize that family are the one group of people thrust upon you against your will. You did not choose these people. If anything these people are obligated to treat you with a higher level of respect then others and if they don't, you have every right to walk away. You have every right to surround your self with people that actually show you love not just with words but also with actions. You have a right to demand respect and if they are unwilling to give it, then you also have every right to erase them from your life...  -- Jeb Corliss

#307

I recently learned how to hug. I hug a lot. In fact, I hug everyone I met. I still remember you said the distance tricked us, and hugging makes us close and closer... that hugging is the best cure. Hugging makes me happy. Hugging you makes me happy! Total emotional lift when I had a bad day. 

Average person need four hugs a day for survival, eight for maintenance, and twelve for growth. Scientist say that hugging is a form of communication because it can say things you don't have words for. You make things simple, you've made my life simpler. Thank you for blessing me much more than I deserve. I love you. 

Dissolve

"Go ahead and shoot. You'll be doing me a favor." Her hand drops down, and there are tears in her eyes again. She turns and walks away from him. "Richard, I tried to stay away. I thought I would never see you again, that you were out of my life." Rick follows her and takes her in his arms. He presses her tight to him. "The day you left, if you knew what I went through! If you knew how much I loved you, how much I still love you!"

Lick.

Of all the food I miss the most.
You know I couldn't forget you.

Cause im ready!

You're a dream come true
Just like heaven
Precious moments with you
And it's heaven
When you hold me like this.

-Catte Adams

Number XXXVI

"all doubts, all certainties, as villains strive
and heroes through the mere's mind poor pretend
- grim comics of duration: only love
immortally occurs beyond the mind"

-Adelaide, 2011

Meerkat

I thank You God for most this amazing
day:for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky;and for everything
which is natural which is infinite which is yes

how should tasting touching hearing seeing
breathing any-lifted from the no
of all nothing-human merely being
doubt unimaginable You?

放手吧

對于生活的每壹個決定都不要心急,先明白自己的心意,究竟最想得到的是怎樣的生活.

現在妳所擁有的,是五年前所做的決定; 現在妳所做的決定,將造就五年後的妳將擁有什麽

我才不會因為他對我好一點我就比較開心.反正我的快樂都可以自己給自己.

道歉根本就沒有用. 失去的東西失去了, 傷害了還是傷害了. 道歉並不能讓時間到轉, 也不能讓發生的事情過去.
请上天赐个我一颗平静的心, 让我可以接受那些无法改变的事情.请上天赐给我勇气, 让我可以改变那些可以改变的事情.请上天赐给我智慧, 让我可以分清这两者.

爱情最无奈的, 不是出现第三者或什么原因, 而是没办法再爱下去

做出一个决定, 然后付出许多心血, 而不是做出许多决定, 但只肯付出少许.

用最少的悔恨面对过去. 用最少的浪费面对现在. 用最多的梦面对未来

不要因为没有阳光, 而走不进春天. 不要因为没有歌声, 而放弃自己的追求. 不要因为没有掌声, 而丢掉自己的理想. 其实每一条都通往阳光的大道, 都充满坎坷. 每一条通向理想的途径, 都充满了艰辛与汗水！

perseverance

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。　　
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”　　
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。” 　　
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”　　
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。　　
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。　　
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”

你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好 他都不领情　　
他不是看不到 他只是装作看不到　　
或者他根本不想看到　　
你觉得自己很喜欢他　　
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他　　
你用尽全力对他好　　
把他看的比自己还重要　　
有什么事情第一个就想到他　　
联系不到他的时候　　
你担心他担心的快疯了　　
然而你有没有想过　　
这并不在你的责任范围　　
而且很有可能他是在躲着你　　
他受不了你对他那么好

不要一直发短信给他　　
不要一直找他　　
你也许只是想找他说说话　　
你觉得那很正常 不算苛求　　
但是也许他并不这么想　　
记住 你的想法不代表他的想法　　
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗　　
你扪心自问一下　　
你确定不用他回报什么吗　　
那为什么你会难过　　
若是真的一无所求　　
你又怎么会觉得难过呢　　
所以 别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的　
也许他根本不在乎你怎么为他付出　　　　

有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担　　
这种负担只会让他更加想远离你　　
因为他不想亏欠你　　
别事事为他担心为他张罗　　
你觉得他没有你不行　　
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善　
但是你要清楚　　
你不是他要的那个人　　
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做　　
那个位置本来就不是你的　　
你何必硬要挤上去呢

你说道理你都懂 只是你做不好　
喜欢他不是你的错　　
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错　　
但是那是你的方式　　
人家不一定就能接受你这种所谓无私的爱　　
所以如果你喜欢他 他不喜欢你　　
那么就请你默默的　　
别试图让他知道　　
就算你会难过 甚至难过的流泪
就请你默默的　　
就算是逼自己也好　　
一定要忍着

傻孩子　　
忘了吧 所有你留恋的 你回忆的 你拥有过的　　
那些都已是记忆　　
缺失并不可怕　　
可怕的是无法面对

傻孩子　　
你无法轻易忘记放弃 是因为你付出过　　
付出了它就会像柱子一样扎根在心　　
不要刻意去逃避 刻意忘记 那只会让你更痛苦　
绕开这个柱子 寻找未来的幸福生活吧　　
那里有你的理想

傻孩子
开始新的习惯吧　
习惯每天一个人生活　　
习惯一个人过生日 一个人行走　　
习惯走过熟悉的路 面对熟悉的景　　
你逃不掉　
那么就勇敢面对现实　
现实是 一切画上了句点

傻孩子　
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧　　
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己　　
这也是你 成长中的你　　
这个你 正在逐渐死去　　
新的你 即将重生　　
找寻你的路 你的未来　　
你知道的 所有的浩劫 都是成长的祭奠　　
做最好的自己　　
即使 一个人

傻孩子　　
好 好　　
尽情发泄　　
剥开自己的心　　
用文字 用声音 用所有能发泄的方式　　
泄完了 就要振作　　　　
看吧 你失去的其实微不足道　　
还有那么多人关心着你　　
以不同的方式　　
所以你并不孤独　　　　
正是这样的失去　　
让你看清现在所拥有的幸福　　　　

傻孩子　　
别哭 别再哭　　
不值得 真的不值得了　　
把过去尘封吧　　
别委屈 别不甘心 别不接受　　
开始新的旅程吧　　　　
去遇见新的风景 新的际遇　　
做你该做的事吧　　
有很多事 等待着你完成呢　　

傻孩子　　
生活褪去了曾有的颜色 暂时宁静　　
别沉沦在这片宁静里 那会毁掉你　　
你要明白 虽然残忍 但这个决定足够正确　　
现在的生活不是你想要的　　
为了你的理想　　
你必须学会适时放弃　　
给对方最好的关怀　　
就是　　
变的更好 更强大 更幸福

现在我对你很好 很好 很好　　
你不需要 你无所谓 你不在乎 你不珍惜　　
当某天你被伤害 想起我　　
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往 不顾一切的对你好了　　
因为那时的我 已经将你放低

you are what you eat

You still have all the answers
and you still have them too
and we live half in the day time
and we live half at night
I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing
When i find myself by the sea, in anothers company by the sea
When I go out the pier, gonna die and have no fear
Because you, you just know, you just do

Who's the one that made you happy
Who's the one that always makes you laugh
Who's the reason you're smiling
And dragged you through these times so rough
Who's the one that eased the pain
and tears scattered by the rain
Deeper than deep you took me on a trip baby
You shared your wildest dreams and more
You dare me to express my feelings to you
I never felt that need before

But suddenly you needed freedom
You felt the need to break free
You started drowning in your sorrow
You didn't wanna know I had the key
You can sacrifice me
You set me free
You can be who you wanna be

Nothing just happens, it's all part of a plan

I dont know if we each have a destiny, or if we're all just floating around accidental like on a breeze, but I, I think maybe its both. Maybe both happening at the same time.

Sometimes it would stop raining long enough for the stars to come out. And then it was nice. It was like just before the sun goes to bed down on the bay. There was over a million sparkles on the water. Like that mountain lake. It was so clear. It looks like there were two skies, one on top of the other. And in the desert, when the sun comes up, I couldnt tell where heavens stopped and the earth began. It was so beautiful. And I wish you could have been there with me.

Someone always said to me, I have got to put the past behind me before I can move on. And I think thats what my running was all about. I had run for three years. And when I got here, I figured since I'd gone this far, I might as well just not turn back, keep right on going.

Im not a smart girl, but I know I have a heart. Im just gonna have to figure this out for myself. Life is a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get.

I miss you..
If theres anything you need, I wont be far away

FG

Young and ___________

Love is really nothing but a dream that keeps waking me. For all of my trying, we still end up dying. Tell me where has that taken me? I am just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad, I'll go back on the things I believe. There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.

I'm tired. Yhink I'll just sleep in my clothes on the floor or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours.

How can it be?

hangadon zou diau

I knew I wouldn't forget you

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Jesse McCartney

take 5 to world peace

have you guys heard of HOT GUYS READING BOOKS?
this is how delicious it is.

i miss you

i do it for love

i know that it's your soul, and get down to the heart of it, no it's my heart, you're shit out of your luck, don't make me tell you again
i am aiming to be somebody that somebody trusts with her delicate soul
i dont claim to know much except soon as you start to make room for the parts that arent you, it gets harder to bloom in a garden

youre killing me sweetly
started as a flicker, meant to be a flame
skin has gotten thicker, but it burns the same
still a baby in a cradle, got to take my first fall
baby's getting next to nowhere with a back against the wall
you meant to make me happy, make me sad
want to make it better, better so bad
but save your resolutions for your never new year
there is only one solution i can see here

you're all I ever could need
only one good thing worth trying to be and it's....

Proverbs 12:5-7

The thoughts of the righteous are right: but the counsels of the wicked are deceit.
The words of the wicked are to lie in wait for blood: but the mouth of the upright shall deliver them.
The wicked are overthrown, and are not: but the house of the righteous shall stand.

"As a face reflects in water, so the heart reflects the real person."

Proverbs 30:18-19

There are three things that amaze me—
no, four things that I don’t understand:
how an eagle glides through the sky,
how a snake slithers on a rock,
how a ship navigates the ocean,
how a man loves a woman.

"Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."
Hebrews 11:1