男人，哭吧！

i know what you're doing
i see it all to clear
i only taste the saline when i kiss away your tears

i believed in your confusion
you were so completely torn
well it must have been that yesterday was the day that i was born
there's not much to examine
there's nothing left to hide
you really can't be serious if you have to ask me why

we're changing the subject
we're turning away
away from the heart of it all

imagining you care
and i could stand here waiting
a fool for another day
but i don't suppose it's worth the price
the price that i would pay
but i'm thinking it over anyway

you say you are happy
do you think this is fun?

you say this is living
you feel so alive
well you know everything dies

even my wonder
even my fear
only amount to a couple of tears

it don't seem that different cause nothing has changed
i try to remember
when we were just running in place
but even your best ones can put me to sleep
what i am saying or trying to say
is that there must be a better way

it's already in you
it's already there
you may disagree
but i don't really care

tell me all your wildest dreams
you don't really care
you don't know what they mean

leaving me cold thought they're not really mine
did you ever find out
what's at the heart of us?

everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
i used to be so certain and i can't figure out
what is this attraction?
i only feel the pain
there's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
will it ever change?

i don't know

thoughts

"Strange how a single conversation can change you. Or maybe it only seems that way in retrospect. A year passes and you know you feel differently, but you’re not sure what or why or how, so your mind casts back for something that might give that difference shape: a word, a glance, a touch."

-Barack Obama

people change & forgot to tell each other

less than one minute old
i cant believe what God has done
life and love are the same
it could have not been done
without you who conceive the one
thats so very lovely made from love

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雨天

心情

极差

真的
好想家。。。

fly-by!

can't wait for Christmas~!