January 23, 2011

you are what you eat

You still have all the answers
and you still have them too
and we live half in the day time
and we live half at night
I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing
When i find myself by the sea, in anothers company by the sea
When I go out the pier, gonna die and have no fear
Because you, you just know, you just do

Who's the one that made you happy
Who's the one that always makes you laugh
Who's the reason you're smiling
And dragged you through these times so rough
Who's the one that eased the pain
and tears scattered by the rain
Deeper than deep you took me on a trip baby
You shared your wildest dreams and more
You dare me to express my feelings to you
I never felt that need before

But suddenly you needed freedom
You felt the need to break free
You started drowning in your sorrow
You didn't wanna know I had the key
You can sacrifice me
You set me free
You can be who you wanna be

September 25, 2010

Nothing just happens, it's all part of a plan



I dont know if we each have a destiny, or if we're all just floating around accidental like on a breeze, but I, I think maybe its both. Maybe both happening at the same time.

Sometimes it would stop raining long enough for the stars to come out. And then it was nice. It was like just before the sun goes to bed down on the bay. There was over a million sparkles on the water. Like that mountain lake. It was so clear. It looks like there were two skies, one on top of the other. And in the desert, when the sun comes up, I couldnt tell where heavens stopped and the earth began. It was so beautiful. And I wish you could have been there with me.

Someone always said to me, I have got to put the past behind me before I can move on. And I think thats what my running was all about. I had run for three years. And when I got here, I figured since I'd gone this far, I might as well just not turn back, keep right on going.

Im not a smart girl, but I know I have a heart. Im just gonna have to figure this out for myself. Life is a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get.

I miss you..
If theres anything you need, I wont be far away

FG

August 16, 2010

Young and ___________


Love is really nothing but a dream that keeps waking me. For all of my trying, we still end up dying. Tell me where has that taken me? I am just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad, I'll go back on the things I believe. There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.

I'm tired. Yhink I'll just sleep in my clothes on the floor or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours.

How can it be?

June 17, 2010

I knew I wouldn't forget you


I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Jesse McCartney