waiting for the train...

today things are so much more better. i want to have better days like this. i tried to hold on to what i have now. you can't really felt anything by now, yea at least at my state. all the truth were the last words i have. and before this, what were i doing? what have i turn into? is there anything left for me? yes yes i know i have everything i've been waiting for. truth to be told, i am glad, i know i have you =)