no one here

thank god this much is real
thank god this much is true

i will never meet your expectation
i will take you to the point of never believing in me
i will make you tired of me

just because i can

i promise?

don't you hate it when the world turn and turn so fast that you couldn't even stand straight?
no, this has nothing to do with what i want to say...

don't ever start,
at least you won't have to stop,
or choose to cease it?

it's free

the first hand information makes the most of interpretation. you would not notice any flaws, you would not even have doubts. don't you?
but why?

bear this constant rant

the reason i am writing this for all these while, is to justify what i have done to my life and truly understand that consequences i have to bare, eventually.

i have made silly mistakes, i know.
but does this mean that i have no rights to feel alright?
does this mean that i have no more freedom of choosing my own path?
does this mean that i have to give up everything, even you?
does this even mean that i can't save the best for last?

i hate to say this,
i know i am not passionate,
i know i am not tolerate enough,
i know i can't endure large amount of anxiety,
and i know, i need a large doses of adrenaline shots..
and it's all from
you

when i least expected it ...

in life, there is a lot of great moments, and they made life worth living.
but here's the thing, moment past,
and lurking just around the corner of the moments,
is a cruel, unshaven bastard named REALITY.

the night that it started late...

so that's it. the look of joy in someone's eyes.
it didn't go great.
but life has plenty of good parts, it's the rough part that makes you thankful that you have people to share it with.

dream on babe

sometime awhile ago, i had this huge crush on SLR & lomography. i even manage to bought one and has been keeping 'em as a pet.

one of them. looks so much like a toy than a camera. yea, right! this is so eco-friendly. i don't need to spend money on batteries. just a click away& i'll get my fantastic photo.

pretty much like this.
so yeah, here i am, thinking of the resemblance of a compact camera which i am currently so inlove with -- with extraordinary WHITE body *drools*

so much of the enthusiasm of getting my hands on one of them, still a resistance of the temptations has to be control, tied & buried.

ah, let the good time rolls ...

gone

now
what is the evidence of
EXISTENCE ?

疯

have to call it a day.
weekend is coming.
rush rush rush...
how i wish time has some button to pause & play!

drink it down down down

midnight.

before tonight.

gonna
ease
the
pain.

falling for more, drink it down before it's driving me insane

u make me feel

pardon me for the sound quality.



i heart you

我是懒人

i was thinking to spend my 3 days weekend on my lab report along with the rocks matter.
& i wish i can burn all the notes!

well it turn out to be that i've spent my weekend discovering how to be a chef! *yay*

gosh im sure gonna put on weight now -_-"

&& i see your dirty face *grin*

you are "the HOT-ness"!!!

*drools*
*faint*

please say you love me?

a pretty day
is here and away

i know the night is not the same as the day
that all things are different,
that the things of the night cannot be explained in the day,
because they do not then exist,
and the night can be a dreadful time for lonely people once their loneliness has started