May 28, 2009

bear this constant rant

the reason i am writing this for all these while, is to justify what i have done to my life and truly understand that consequences i have to bare, eventually.

i have made silly mistakes, i know.
but does this mean that i have no rights to feel alright?
does this mean that i have no more freedom of choosing my own path?
does this mean that i have to give up everything, even you?
does this even mean that i can't save the best for last?

i hate to say this,
i know i am not passionate,
i know i am not tolerate enough,
i know i can't endure large amount of anxiety,
and i know, i need a large doses of adrenaline shots..
and it's all from
you

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